I hate how one single thing happening in your life can plant a seed of a lifetime worth of doubt. I have been through a few relationships, learnt from them all but damn it this little seed planted after a single deceit and disrespect.
A wise friend of mine said " They're not all him ".
I know that, but every time I end up with the same thought...What if.
Am I worth it..?
Then again logic hits me a bit and I know there are good ones out there. I know that I am worth loving, that I might be the dream woman for someone.
But then again..what if I'm not..?
You get hurt once, it will be your fear forever.
This all sounds like I'm putting myself down right..
But I'm not.
I AM taking the leap, and I am allowing myself to hope. To believe I am the reason for someones heart smiling.
Wish me luck.
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