God this moving thing is really emotionally challenging!...I foind myself in all different states...guilt...sadness...extreme happiness for what´s to come...fear about what I might have to face...But atleast after meeting my brother today I felt a little better when it comes to leaving him behind...he has expressed once that he doesn´t like the thought of me having to move...and it stuck to me, so leaving him was hard...
But this morning basicly he said what I´m doing is exactly what I should..
And then I look at little Otto-Puff and my heart shatters inot so many pieces....I don´t want to leave him! But I have to :-((
So yes I´ve lived there before in London, but this time is different...now there is no time limit to my stay....I have no help when it comes to accomondation or work.
I am there completely alone.
It´s scary indeed.
So today I worked and it was actually easier than I thought...first of all I was not on my own department and secondly it was a sunday...the frekkin day of rest right?!
When back home I started the laundry and also getting rid of more stuff so that my last week or so here don´t have to be bothered by things like that.
Leaving you with some photos of me in my favorite aviators from the men´s department at H&M ;-)
Ciao...
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