HI...

I can´t believe how tired I am, so much drama in the house with people leaving like there´s no tomorrow...feels like I´m going to be the only one left after christmas. Am I the obly one who can´t afford to break contracts and loose money? Well either way, this stresses me out. I can´t seem to get a doctor..I have to wait until the 15/1 2012 to see someone and have a form filled in, then I´ll have to wait for the actual appointment and probably afer hat also wait for the procedure to be booked in..so maybe next autumn then!! Oh and I am not allowed time off to go see the doctor to fill out the form so who knows when I´ll finally get to do it.. For the first time I felt sad that so many things have to hassle me like this...but on the other hand I have a job and hopefully my own business in a few days. I miss hearing from my friends.. Life happens and babies and stuff I guess.. But not all is bad, yesterday I met up with the lovely Helena, it has been something like 10 years since we last saw eachother!! It was so nice to see her and it felt like no time had past except for the fact that, well it has :-)) She looked fabulous as always and we just kinda said that from now on we´ll stay intouch because we should have never lost contact to begin with. But I believe with true friends, time can pass without you seeing them and when you finally do you both know you´ll always have eachother.