I´m going crazy over here, I just need this surgery to be over with so that maybe I can get back to normal.
During the days I´m usually fine but for some reason I can´t sleep very well, maybe my mind works through it during the night, I don´t know.
Stupidly enough I googled my thing and well...it didn´t really reassure me :-(
Anyway, there´s nothing I can do so worrying or thinking about it is just a f***ing waist of my time, happiness and energy.
I wish "someone" was here...
I do have some friends coming over, tomorrow the absolutely lovely Dessie is coming over and then this coming weekend Helen will come all the way from Sweden and stay for a few days.
So not all is bad :-)
Today was one of those days when everything was hitting a nerve, and I just couldn´t be bothered, but after a gym session I felt a little better mood wise..
Let´s see what tomorrow will bring.
Nite Nite
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