Long time no write...

I hate it when I have the chance to really sleep in and just stretch out and then...no.
It's about millions of degrees in my room and once you've woken up there's no return.
So I got up, paid rent, saved some money on another account and well now there's the battle of what to wear today.

I'm thinking I might wear shorts...but this usually never happens because I don't like my legs.
But on the other hand I have seen some brave ladies out there so why can't I?

I'm back in the gym now, slowly but surely. It's just really hard to find those exercises I can do without pain and that.

The italian girls have moved out.
They found a place of their own and will now be sharing that as the family they want to be and sort of was in this flat.
At this moment in time it's just me and Ilaria the doctor alone in the house..and without any intension I have to say I like it.

It's tidy, all of these little knick knacks that's been dusting around are gone! those things were never ours, that mess was never ours.
And the noise...aaah the silence is golden.
But I know this will change in due time as there will be new tenants moving in.
But Ilaria and I have a plan to put together the house rules that actually already existed but nobody cared about after Nat and P moved.

I had a little talk with "someone" and finally we are talking a little more..but still waiting for that solution. Seems travelling is on the agenda so let's just hope london is there too.

My sister in law, my precious Eva is now in a hospice. My brother stays with her every day.
I am just counting the days until I can go home and join them.
If you've never been in this situation, it's so hard to understand.
There's a stress, an worry a constant fear that the phone will ring and tell you what you don't want to hear.

So to everyone that knows me, if I act a little strange, try to imagine whats going on in my life.
It's not easy to deal with.

Ok well I guess I should get ready for work then...
Talk to y'all later.

Adding some photos of me as a toddler :-)