Hey...

So yesterday was the day of my knee injection.
It was unpleasant in pretty much every single way, the size of the actual needle and the fact the doctor had to lift my kneecap slightly to get in there..lift it! I can barely have them examine it..so imagine that stress.

I will have to wait up to 3-4 weeks to see any result and if I'm lucky enough to get a positive one, it wil last up to..again if I'm lucky..6-9 months.
But one day, one single day without pain is worth it.
I'm tired and I miss being fully active.

Anyway, I'm thinking about a lot of things and normally this time of year I tend to doubt a lot things in my life..career, living here...alone.
I have decided to start looking for a job I really want, one that will be within my field and not just the first one that comes along.
Even tough I really like my staff and the shop, I can't make ends meet and I am not happy struggling like this.

Still haven't met up with my "someone" and it's been the longest time in our relationship.
Some people don't understand and they have all these opinions. But then I ask you...do you even really know, are you in my shoes? 
It's all always easier said than done.

I'm looking forward to flying home in end of november, but it feels weird not being able to see Eva.
I miss out sundays, a lot!

I wanna sit with my brother and just be, and see my friends and their babies and hear all about what's been up.

That's all I have.

Ciao.